I do feel like to change something , but I don't know what is that should be change by me. The lifestyle that I wish to get still long away from me, I am trying to go for that step by step and I wish I can achieve it at the end.
Actually , I don't think tis week is going better. Maybe some changes of my mind make me feel tired and it had cause me failed to take concern of my friends. I am sorry if u r the either one.
What you u will feel when you try to your best but din't succeed? I was started worry I cant achieve the goal that i set for my own. Something I know I should be but I don't...how? Even though I changed my outlook, maybe not much, but the purpose of it doesn't work. I might be the one who is full of confident, but i din't.
I wish I din't built the only image which are 'Counselor ' instead of a 'Friend' .It quite stress actually...feel tat i am alone in this long journey. Maybe some thought come out from me will offense someone. It's OK if you din't get what i wan to give,but the only thing that i would like to let you know is I am just try to guide you, as a friend.
Anyway, the only happy thing that happened is I have received my 1st birthday present from my lovely best friend - Wen and Fang.Thank you and love u gals! I am really love the present that gift by u! Can u all guess what is tat? Hehehe, a BIG pillow!! ^^, wish it can cure my insomnia with using tat. Arrhhh~~ I wish happy birthday to Mainson at here too~ dai gor zai lo ~ hahaha ~ cheers.
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